Who I am now vs Who I was as the man putting the DICK back in addiction...

So... The man you see before you today is a perfectlyu put together, well adjusted, well dressed, financially stable, socially adept man who has been "About that action boss" as of late and does nothing but kick ass, take names, then execute all his enemies leaving no room for anyone to foster any sort of competition against himself... he chooses to kill in a kill or be kill world and has found himself to be very good at it... at least that is his believe as he is still alive and not yet found himself ;pushing up daises like so many of his peers.

The man I used to be was a terrible and horrible man of very little positive influence... If he wanted to affect real change in a positive and noticeable way then real behaviors had to be adjusted along with the influencers who decied how said behavior would eventually exert themselves on the various actors and actresses in whatever production was being put on. The only measurement or barometric indicator of what sort of rate of change I was creating or whether or not it was positive or negative boiled down to one factor and one factor only... whether or not I could look at myself in the mirro rat night before I went to sleep and whether or not that look meant I coudo lhandle more of the same or I needed ot make another change... Of course the goal was always to change as little as possible otherwise we would have chaos... and chaos was good for nothing and never would be.

So I have been writing for a long time now on the internet... Until very recently, one would have been hard pressed to call it "writing" because there was absolutelty no art to it what-so-ever... you just pack the title with the keyword or keyphrase you are focused on and then pack the body of your article with even more of the keyword/keyphrase and then sign it as king of the fucking keyword/keyphrase and voila... An hour later you are ranking number one on google for some bullshit niche keyword no oen really cares a bout except for the 150,000 half-wit assholes from podunk america aka Butt-Fuck Egypt where the only thing ot do is work and go to whatever website this is t play whatever game is installed on the server.